Monday, September 3, 2012
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Up in the air
There seems to be a perpetual and never ending cloud below my feet. A dreamy way to put that I'm in a plane and it's extremely cloudy below. Well actually, I'm in a plane when I write this at 2:16 am, not when I publish it sometime after for I would need the Internet. So basically in the last week I've left my best friend back in Texas, but in all fairness she left me first by going to north Carolina a week before I was due in new York. Then I went to new York! Which was amazing, I can just imagine myself living there; I am of course imagining on a highly unfathomable budget. We did a lot while we were there, my mother, rachael, and I. We went to central park and the empire state building at night in a thunderstorm, we walked the brooklyn bridge and saw the 9/11 memorial, we saw Chicago and Rent (both of which were absolutely incredible), we managed to find a few decent Irish pubs as well. It went by rather quickly and now I'm on a plane that is almost to my Ireland destination, having just filled out a disembarkation card. If anyone reads this, expect more developments as the come forth.
From when I got to Ireland
From when I got to Ireland
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Home sweet Habitat
So I got home a few days ago! How I missed my Austin!!!!! Despite the grueling weather and the sad fact that school starts again in only 6 days (where did the time go?) I was glad to be back.
Also I got a hedgehog! His name is Henry and he is adorable!
I also started an Outfit of the Day blog: http://www.Baskervillesstyleootd365.blogspot.com
GO CHECK IT OUT!
Thanks!
Hat Update: I'm still knitting the orange beret............ starting to get sick of the color
Also I got a hedgehog! His name is Henry and he is adorable!
I also started an Outfit of the Day blog: http://www.Baskervillesstyleootd365.blogspot.com
GO CHECK IT OUT!
Thanks!
Hat Update: I'm still knitting the orange beret............ starting to get sick of the color
Monday, July 30, 2012
Bodyke
So the coast was lovely, it rained practically the whole time so I only went swimming twice. Mostly Jackie and I just stayed in the room and watched bad TV and at trail mix. It was the best.
Well, now I'm in Bodyke Ireland. Its the middle of literally nowhere, but its gorgeous and I feel like I have all the time in the world even if I only have 3 and a half weeks left here.
Brenda taught me how to knit a couple weeks ago, so far I've made a purple cellphone sock that's too big on the top so I'm going to buy a ribbon and weave it in, I think blue would be pretty; a red frilly scarf that I'm contemplating giving to Jackie, I think she'd really like it; and I'm currently working on a beret. Before I leave I want to make a pair of gloves I found in one of Brenda's knitting books (I want to make them out of olive green and attach pear buttons) and a beanie for Jackie that I found online.
Well, now I'm in Bodyke Ireland. Its the middle of literally nowhere, but its gorgeous and I feel like I have all the time in the world even if I only have 3 and a half weeks left here.
Brenda taught me how to knit a couple weeks ago, so far I've made a purple cellphone sock that's too big on the top so I'm going to buy a ribbon and weave it in, I think blue would be pretty; a red frilly scarf that I'm contemplating giving to Jackie, I think she'd really like it; and I'm currently working on a beret. Before I leave I want to make a pair of gloves I found in one of Brenda's knitting books (I want to make them out of olive green and attach pear buttons) and a beanie for Jackie that I found online.
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I want this shirt, the and the homophobia is a choice shirt
I want this shirt, the and the homophobia is a choice shirt
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Reichenbach Rehab/ explanation to the nature of my rant
So I'm very sorry for my last rant. I'm just not used to feelings, all the emotional things I've done in the past, I've done because I wanted to be somewhat normal. But at the end of the day, I'm still the kid who couldn't cry at her grandmother's funeral. So actually feeling such a profound connection for longer than a second; to actually be used to the feeling of being wanted to be kept around by a friend and then having the threat of that being taken away. Its just a different feeling, not one I'm used to. For the most part, I push things down and try to forget about it because I see feelings a weakness because that's how I taught myself to think. I taught myself that the people who try to help me are just there because its duty and they don't actually give a fuck if I'm the 7 year old who won't eat and slams herself into the door because she likes the feeling of pain; that my mother is settling for a freak because I saw how she stared at the other little girls in their dresses and pigtails and sighed when I hid under the clothes rack because she tried to dress me like them.
I know nobody reads this blog but its here for me to tell my side of the story that you'll probably never hear. I've made plenty of enemies and more people think I'm a freak than I can name. I prefer to be unknown though, I've always preferred solitude because there's no one to let you down or make you go away.
So brooding stuff over. I should probably be happy because I didn't lose Jackie and we're leaving for the coast tomorrow. Reichenbach Rehab for her.
I know nobody reads this blog but its here for me to tell my side of the story that you'll probably never hear. I've made plenty of enemies and more people think I'm a freak than I can name. I prefer to be unknown though, I've always preferred solitude because there's no one to let you down or make you go away.
So brooding stuff over. I should probably be happy because I didn't lose Jackie and we're leaving for the coast tomorrow. Reichenbach Rehab for her.
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